I'm getting another stomach ache because I'm stressing way too much about school, and work. I was really hoping to give my parents back the truck so that they could sell it and get vacation money already, but with the way things are going-- I haven't found it in me to gather the energy to go makeup just 3 days worth of makeup time so that I can finally graduate for real. For the main reason that I just don't want my instructors thinking bad of me and asking why I didn't makeup this time earlier in the school year (I seem like a good student). Plus, I don't want to inconvenience them and look for a vacant seat. Or what happens if there's no available seat and they end up having to look for one in the other classrooms? It's just a big deal.. And I could cause such a big commotion..
And even then after my makeup times completed, that's where the real stress begins. I'm gunna have to take the tests, find a job that I'll be (at least) able to deal with so that I can get a car of my own. Then I gotta figure out how to do insurance for the car. Speaking of which I still have yet to get my passport and sscard. All this while I'm in a rush because I want my parents to get as much money as they can from selling the truck, but now I think I won't be fast enough..
So now I'm sitting here overthinking and stressing out and I can't sleep because now I got a stomach ache from it. I'm wondering if I should take meds just to sleep.. But my stomach was already upset really bad yesterday from taking the folic acid and Benadryl so now I'm scared to fucking take anything at all...and yesterday was the one day I actually set up an alarm and made myself sleep early.. Just my luck, right?
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